I don’t want this section to be full of pretty words.
Behind the Feelings exists because I need to understand why I feel so much before I write, why a melody can change my mood, and why sometimes I finish a song and can’t stand to listen to it again.

Every time I create, something inside me aligns, and something else breaks.
Sometimes inspiration comes from a memory, sometimes from a wound that hasn’t healed. But when I listen back, I can’t tell if I wrote it to heal or to remember.

This space is where I face those questions — where I stop pretending that music is only art and not survival.
Here I’ll go deeper into the stories behind my songs, not to explain them, but to expose what shaped them: the chaos, the clarity, the addictions, the hope.

Because behind every song there’s more than rhythm and lyrics.
There’s a reason I had to write it.
And sometimes, that reason hurts.

So this is Behind the Feelings:
the place where my art starts making sense —
even when I don’t.